57th Day in NC...9th Nov 2009

After studying abroad, I totally can understand Tracy's feeling now. When I was in Malaysia, I am quite envy Tracy can study in Taiwan. But she always envy us when she heard we hang here n there every time. That time, I really dont understand what she envy about? Because I think can study abroad in develop country like Taiwan, how cool it is. You can buy a lot of things, eat a lot of foods n make a lot of new friends (I am a food & shop lover, so I just think about these kind of things, how naive am I?). haha...Yet, after arrived UK, I completely understand what her feeling that time. When you feel sad, there are no friend or family for u to talk; When you feel happy, there are no friend or family for u to share, coz they all are staying in the different time zone. When you feel lonely, there are no friend or family stays besides you. Actually, build a relationship with others are not as easy as I think n expect. You can be everyone friend, but just not the real friend. Maybe just for partying, clubbing & shopping, but not for hanging out, traveling or inner talking. Meet a right friend is just hard as meet a right guy. I really wish to have a group of friends who can hanging out, traveling around, doing everything together with me, of course must have same interest. Plus I am a person who is really hard to make close friend with others. I do have a good classmates, but she has to work all the times & she totally has no time to accompany me. As u all know, I love to eat n try new restaurant n food, but she is not a huge food lover n a bit picky + she also just like to eat what she cooks, because she thinks is more safety n healthy. I do have a Chinese friend, but she a bit rich n "qian jin", so I am quite afraid travel with her, coz I can stay in budget hostel for saving money, but I think she not willing to.