Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Leaving~


One of my flatmate was leaving this morning. I thought I am strong enough for this moment. Actually, I am not. I still realized how fragile I am. In fact, I really didnt realize that I will be so upset when people are saying good bye to me, expecially in the last minutes. I always think we all still have much times to spend, but when the times pass by, I then still feel very regret why dont I spend much times together with them. I really cant predict still have how many people are going to say good bye to me or unexpected leaving my life in the future. I hate the feeling of leaving. Anyways, due on this reason, I cried. Finally~

Hope all of my dear friends, will be GOOD and HAPPY no matter where they are. I dont expect they remember me, but I just expect when they think back in some period of times, an Asian girl has been through their life once. Please remember no matter where you are, my bless will always follow you all. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF MY FRIEND!!!

Expired Date...

What?
Butter also has expired date?
Butter also will moldy?
God,
Still have how many things I dont know in this world???
Ah~
I feel like so innocent & tiny in this world.
By the ways,
I honestly dont know egg has expired date as well.
I think I really learn a lot of things here.
Therefore,
I think everything has expired date,
Even love.

Saturday, May 15, 2010


今天
好想哭
可是
真的哭不出来
逼自己哭
只能掉下几滴眼泪
我到底怎么了?

眼泪啊
眼泪~
你到底在哪里?
不要舍弃我
到那些失恋的人身上
求你
分我一点
我现在很需要你

是谁
剥夺了我哭泣的权利
是谁
想让我为他哭泣
是谁
蒙蔽了我的双眼

May 12...


Tangy 5月12日 晚上天气预报

天气还是这么冷
突然一阵春风吹过
把我的心都吹暖了
才发现
身旁都长满了鲜花

如果这一阵春风可以天天都吹来
那该多好啊!!!

突然发现

再也不孤独了

Wednesday, May 12, 2010


在爱情的世界了
如果自尊
从没让人贱踏过
又怎么会有向好向前的动力呢?
即使苦苦的守护着它
它不但没有茁壮成长
反而开始萎缩
变得胆小怕事

所以
亲爱的
勇敢地去追求你的幸福吧!!!
勇敢地去告白吧!!!

即使
失败了
分开了
被羞辱了
你还是勇敢地

请记得
分手
就犹如生老病死一样
也是人生的一部分

如果给了你一生
你并没有经历过心痛的感觉
那你岂不是白活了

如果
因此就捉住了幸福
那就更美好了

祝福
大家
勇敢地去追求自己的幸福!!!


也要
去追求我的幸福了


想哭
哭不出来


想家
回不了家


想放弃
放弃不了


想朋友
不在身边


想他
他消失了



剩下什么

我怎么了

不知道最近怎么了
都乱吃一通
零食,巧克力,面包,糖果。。。
只要可以往嘴里塞的
都拼命的往嘴里塞
而且明明很饱了
还是拼命塞
然后又乱吐一通
我到底怎么了?

日夜颠倒,
皮肤又差,
身体又差,
连经期都抛弃我了,
又肥又丑又笨,
连New Year Resolution的二分之一
都没达到
真不想见人和回国了
我到底怎么了???

Sunday, May 9, 2010

The night in the library...


First time study over night in the library, feel really good. It was so quiet but still have a lot of people stayed overnight with you. Maybe because this is the exam period and most of the final year student still have a lot of assignment due before June. It really made me not feeling lonely there. It feel so good, I want to try another day again. hehe...Make me feel like hardworking & smart. haha...
In the middle of the night, suddenly have a guy (a not bad Chinese guy) came and sat in front of me. I was a bit happy because he made me start imaging if he were the guy that I like, I will directly move my body forward and ask him what his name or number. haha...Just like romantic drama, but unfortunately he is not the guy I want.
Tell you a secret--These few days, when studied in library, I will try to hang around to the different floor to see whether I will meet my guy there or not. haha.... Because long times didnt meet him already, dont know he has backed to his country or not?

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Exam...

Exam is coming soon...
Is really soon...
Dont know what to study n really annoying me.
I need HELP......
So bad & lazyyyyy