I missed another lecture again today...not intend to do that, but I just forget n misremember the time. This is one of my bad habit. So sometimes, I really don't mean to miss class or anything, just I remember the wrong time.
Want to hear something funny...When I still studied in HELP University College, my lecture of Introduction to Design was 4 to 6pm. I seldom missed the class because I love design a lot. One day, my old bad habit happened again, I thought my lecture was start at 5 pm, so when I attend the class, the lecturer already started the lecture n was almost finished. When the lecture finished, I walked forward n asked my lecturer why he changed the lecture's time n didn't inform me. My lecturer just said he didn't change. Then I still realized was my fault. OMG! So embarrass n I just want to dig a hole n bury my head. How come I can do this kind of stupid thing, so embarrass. Besides that, not just happened one time in HELP, was uncountable times XP I am a typical 'big head prawn'. I always misremember the time n I still tried to blame another person. So funny. Sometimes, I also cannot tahan myself. XD hahaha...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
23rd Day in NC...5.10.2009
Today, my clssmate--Stacy, who also from HELP University College invited me to Jesmond Parish Church to having dinner. She said it is quite fun there n the food is very delicious n also is a good place to meet international friend. Yes, I love to meet more different nationally friend. So I skip my rock climbing n attend the dinner with Stacy. hehe...Quite looking forward to, because I love delicious food n meet friend. Yeah!!! We met at 7.20 pm in front of her hostel. But when I arrived her hostel, I am quite shocked why the 3 bitches also waiting there. I didn't blame anyone, even Stacy. I just blame myself why I didn't ask properly. I should ask, I must ask. If not, I won't have this embarrass moment n situation. Luckily, I have invited Cami (The China girl that I met here). If not, I am going to join them & be quiet & upset whole night. However, I just ignore them n walked in front of them with Cami. After arrived to the church, Cami & I also didn't sat together with them (coz just left 1 seat). So we just sat at the table in front of them. Cami said it is not really good that I treat them like that because it is very rude n I also known them long time ago. I just told her I don't care. I don't need them, why should I have to force myself to do the thing that I don't like. Fuck them...Even a smile, I also not willing to give them. If they really treat us as friend, they should ask us to sit together, but they didn't said a word.
Cami won't understand my feeling n situation, coz she doesn't know everything between us. At that moment, I just want to talk with Kin Fong. I knew is 3.30 am in the midnight, but I just want to vent out all of my feeling. I just want to say something n let someone agree with me. Unfortunately, we're staying in the different time zone. So sad...
Luckily, I really have met some new nice friends from there. Although they all are Chinese, at least they are sincerely want to be my friend. N they are quite nice actually, because one of the guy sent me back. Even we have past through his flat, he also be very gentleman n sent me back to my flat. Thank a lot, my friend!
I am different now. Last time, I will try to be friend with them, now I won't. Because I want to make myself happy n why I want to do something that make me unhappy. U can say I am selfish, but who care about what u think about me. If they can be selfish, me either.
Cami won't understand my feeling n situation, coz she doesn't know everything between us. At that moment, I just want to talk with Kin Fong. I knew is 3.30 am in the midnight, but I just want to vent out all of my feeling. I just want to say something n let someone agree with me. Unfortunately, we're staying in the different time zone. So sad...
Luckily, I really have met some new nice friends from there. Although they all are Chinese, at least they are sincerely want to be my friend. N they are quite nice actually, because one of the guy sent me back. Even we have past through his flat, he also be very gentleman n sent me back to my flat. Thank a lot, my friend!
I am different now. Last time, I will try to be friend with them, now I won't. Because I want to make myself happy n why I want to do something that make me unhappy. U can say I am selfish, but who care about what u think about me. If they can be selfish, me either.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
22nd Day in NC...04.09.09
English House (They look really nice)
Different kind of English House
No destination. No time limit. No company. I just want to have a journey with bus. No any interesting thing happened in the bus, actually quite boring. haha... In NC, they mostly sell the whole day ride ticket, so no matter u taking which bus or how many times a day, it only cost you 3.30 pounds per day. But to people who just want to take one way trip, it is not really worth. But for explore is really a good transport. I have taking a few buses n I think every bus will going back to the city center, so I just simply hop-up n hop-down. But one of the bus that I took, it didn't go back to the city center n the final station is on the house area. When the bus driver stopped at the last station, I am very confuse because I am the only passenger in the bus n I didn't ring the bell n there are no passenger waiting for the bus as well. Then, he turned around n told me this is the last station, I am quite shock n thinking What! Are you kidding me? So I forced to get down from the bus, because it doesn't go back to the city center n I really didn't have any idea how am I going back. OMG! Don't tell me I have to walk back, I can't, I really can't, because I will cold until die. Actually, I quite worry there are no any bus will pass through the house area, because some buses are not servicing in Sunday. So while waiting for the bus came, I tried to call Kimber n have a little chat with her, it really helped me because it distract my attention n release down my worried as well. About waiting half an hour, the bus came. Yeah! So I don't need to walk back n I am safe now.
Kimber, look~Sponge Bob's Bus (Cute, rite?)People always says this is not a rocket science. But I think manipulate oven really is a rocket science to me. Maybe because this is my first time using oven n I haven't gain any friendship with him, so he just treat me as his enemy. Actually, it is so hard for me to use it & if you have used oven before, you will know my feeling. Because it is very different from microwave. Firstly, oven doesn't have timer. Secondary, it just have little painting on the oven n u totally don't know what he is drawing about n no instruction below the painting as well. So how am I going to know how to use it? Meanwhile, I also tried to find the instruction book. But no one, even a piece of paper also don't have. So I just try to use my intelligent to manipulate this evil thing. But I failed. I ruin my dinner n the lovely pizza. Actually, I am quite exciting that I have pizza to eat tonight, but I just left a dark pizza now. So I have to eat fried rice again. But I will try to make friend with him n let him bakes me a tasty pizza in the future. haha...XD
My Pizza~T_T21st Day in NC...3rd Oct 2009
Today is my Dad's Birthday. Happy Birthday to My Dad!!! Love U SO Much...^3^ muack~ Daddy, I can't take care of u n fetch u to hospital when you are sick anymore. So u must take care of yourself n don't always play badminton n must stay at home more, because you are not so young now n sometimes I think badminton is too hard for you. So because of me, u must stay healthy n live long. Love U...
Today is the only day that I didn't go out from my flat. One of the reason is I think I am quite lazy n the other reason is almost 3 weeks I never really stay at my room for one whole day. So I just want to try to stay at my flat n watching soap drama. haha...
When in Malaysia, I always stayed at my lovely house n watched drama or dreaming. Time was really easier to pass, but now, seem like the time here is longer n even I stay at my flat, I also don't know what to do, just face to the 4 beige walls n small & tiny room. Nothing to do...So boring here...
To me, here really are country side. KL is much more better than here. At least, our pub n bar open until 4 or 5 am. Here just open until 2 or 3 am. So we have to go out early. The option of food are so few, at least we have variety of food choices. Here just have bread, fish n chips, burger, pizza n so on. Besides that, the price of the food here also very expensive. Oh, come on, give me some different kind of food option. I miss The Apartment's Chicken n Mushroom Pasta; I miss Kimchi Soup, Korean BBQ, Dabokgi; I miss IKEA's Ice cream n curry puff; I miss pasar malam's 爆酱fish ball n curry fish ball. I miss Bak Kuh Teh; I miss the dinner that I always ate with my family; I miss the fried chicken that I always ate with Kimber. I miss Sing K; I miss GSC's seat of 1 U; I miss Isetan, I miss Kinokuniya. I think this is what people say home sick. I think I am. Because if you always eat instant noodles, maggi mee n fried rice which cook by microwave. U also will same like me--homesick. I love delicious food. Give me some delicious food, then everything will be fine. haha...salivate again~ =)
Today is the only day that I didn't go out from my flat. One of the reason is I think I am quite lazy n the other reason is almost 3 weeks I never really stay at my room for one whole day. So I just want to try to stay at my flat n watching soap drama. haha...
When in Malaysia, I always stayed at my lovely house n watched drama or dreaming. Time was really easier to pass, but now, seem like the time here is longer n even I stay at my flat, I also don't know what to do, just face to the 4 beige walls n small & tiny room. Nothing to do...So boring here...
To me, here really are country side. KL is much more better than here. At least, our pub n bar open until 4 or 5 am. Here just open until 2 or 3 am. So we have to go out early. The option of food are so few, at least we have variety of food choices. Here just have bread, fish n chips, burger, pizza n so on. Besides that, the price of the food here also very expensive. Oh, come on, give me some different kind of food option. I miss The Apartment's Chicken n Mushroom Pasta; I miss Kimchi Soup, Korean BBQ, Dabokgi; I miss IKEA's Ice cream n curry puff; I miss pasar malam's 爆酱fish ball n curry fish ball. I miss Bak Kuh Teh; I miss the dinner that I always ate with my family; I miss the fried chicken that I always ate with Kimber. I miss Sing K; I miss GSC's seat of 1 U; I miss Isetan, I miss Kinokuniya. I think this is what people say home sick. I think I am. Because if you always eat instant noodles, maggi mee n fried rice which cook by microwave. U also will same like me--homesick. I love delicious food. Give me some delicious food, then everything will be fine. haha...salivate again~ =)
Thursday, October 8, 2009
20th Day in NC...2nd Oct 09
Another night for partying & clubbing. XD Tonight was quite different from the other night, because tonight have quite a lot of different nationality (Mostly are French, German, Spanish, Hungarian, Malaysian--me, Thailand, Indian, Bangladeshi, American, Irish, British n so on) came n have party in my flat. Some of them are from Newcastle Uni n some of them are from Northumbria Uni. My French flat mates n I were quite shock when we saw them coming, because we really didn't expect that much of people were coming. Not everyone knows each other, some of them are just friend's friend. Maybe some of them just get invited in the middle of the road. haha...Besides that, people were kept continue coming n non-stoping. I think even my whole flat also attend the party. ^^ Quite interesting night n I also have known quite a number of friends. I am so happy to have this kind of party, because everyone is willing to make new friend. It is really different from Malaysia. Party in Malaysia is like everyone sitting with their own friends n chit chatting n not willing to know some other friends (I also part of them n I think this is part of our culture as well. It also quite weird to do that in Malaysia, because people are not so friendly in Malaysia n in honest, some people will think you are just a bitch that love to cliche here n there).
Around 12pm, whole group of people went to clubbing--Venue together. Can you imagine such a big bunch of people (like about 20+ people) went to clubbing together? Unfortunately, some of them just left us in the middle of the road. Some of them just went home. Some of them were missing.
But in honest, the clubbing is suck & the music is more suck, because I don't know why English love to play house music in clubbing (Almost). I HATE house music when in clubbing & I more prefer Black music than that. I think Black music will make me more easily get high & crazy. Meanwhile, the entrance fee is damn expensive (5 pounds) as well but I didn't really enjoy it.
Besides that, this is also the first time that my Thai flat mate having party & clubbing with us, because when my French flat mate invited him, he is so shy n not willing to join. Thank God! He did it lastly. However, he didn't go to clubbing before even in Thailand, because he said his parents don't allow n the club n pub are very dangerous in Thailand. Maybe I am the only Asian flat mate & friendly to him, so the whole night he also followed behind me n afraid I will going to leave him or lost or......I don't really mind but you also can try to make new friend n try to chat with others what. Really make me crazy~
Around 12pm, whole group of people went to clubbing--Venue together. Can you imagine such a big bunch of people (like about 20+ people) went to clubbing together? Unfortunately, some of them just left us in the middle of the road. Some of them just went home. Some of them were missing.
But in honest, the clubbing is suck & the music is more suck, because I don't know why English love to play house music in clubbing (Almost). I HATE house music when in clubbing & I more prefer Black music than that. I think Black music will make me more easily get high & crazy. Meanwhile, the entrance fee is damn expensive (5 pounds) as well but I didn't really enjoy it.
Besides that, this is also the first time that my Thai flat mate having party & clubbing with us, because when my French flat mate invited him, he is so shy n not willing to join. Thank God! He did it lastly. However, he didn't go to clubbing before even in Thailand, because he said his parents don't allow n the club n pub are very dangerous in Thailand. Maybe I am the only Asian flat mate & friendly to him, so the whole night he also followed behind me n afraid I will going to leave him or lost or......I don't really mind but you also can try to make new friend n try to chat with others what. Really make me crazy~
19th Day in NC...1st Oct 2009
Times flies...It October today...It likes a dream to me, coz I have staying at NC for 19th Day already. So far, I adapt quite well. hehe...
Let talk about the guy here.
I like the guy here, because I think they are good.
I do not really get along with British guy here,
but I know they are really good in family.
Yes, that right. I LOVE family man. XD
You know what, the guy here can bring their children, no matter daughter or son, how old are them out to shopping alone. You can saw it in anywhere else. No matter in shopping mall or the street. Don't think they are old, most of them are quite young. U can find 'responsibility' this term from them. N they also can take care of them very well. OMG! God, pls give me a guy like this. Can take care of our children alone n when I am busying, he can take care of everything.
I think this is quite hard to see it in Malaysia. I think almost non. Maybe this is also part of our culture? In Chinese, father is like a model of authority. They have to pretend like they are strict n if over pretend, they will find so hard to communicate with their children. I know they do want, but they just don't know how. But in Western country, both of the parents always can communicate with their children well.
Let talk about the guy here.
I like the guy here, because I think they are good.
I do not really get along with British guy here,
but I know they are really good in family.
Yes, that right. I LOVE family man. XD
You know what, the guy here can bring their children, no matter daughter or son, how old are them out to shopping alone. You can saw it in anywhere else. No matter in shopping mall or the street. Don't think they are old, most of them are quite young. U can find 'responsibility' this term from them. N they also can take care of them very well. OMG! God, pls give me a guy like this. Can take care of our children alone n when I am busying, he can take care of everything.
I think this is quite hard to see it in Malaysia. I think almost non. Maybe this is also part of our culture? In Chinese, father is like a model of authority. They have to pretend like they are strict n if over pretend, they will find so hard to communicate with their children. I know they do want, but they just don't know how. But in Western country, both of the parents always can communicate with their children well.
18th Day in NC...30th Sept 2009
I am taking Psychological Focus on Crime as my elective subject this semester. Whole class just have one Asian student--that ME. =) I am having my first lecture this morning (as I mentioned last Wed that I missed the class), then I still realized that Am I crazy? How dare am I taking this subject? I think this subject is quite hard compare to the others four--Evolutionary Psychology, Psychology of Happiness, Eating Disorders n Uni-Lang (Unilang is meant foreign language like French, German, Japanese, Mandarin, Spanish, Italian n British Sign Language).
Actually I am interested in 4 out of 5 of them, but I just can select 1. It was quite hard for me to make my last decision. I really don't want to give up any of them (I am such a greedy girl). But life always have to make some choices n you must give up some. This is life, you can't get everything u want or expect. I remember have a movie is talking about option, but suddenly I really can't remember the title of the movie.
Want to listen a funny joke--I always over estimate my ability n think I will work very hard for it. Actually I am not this kind of person, I am a person who are full of passion in the first place, time by time, I will start losing my ways to another ways (to shopping & entertainment ways). haha...
Finally, I also decided to take Psychological Focus on Crime, because one of the reason is I am crazy n another reason is I think it is challenging n fun.
After finished my lectured, I went to HSBC bank (The World Local Bank--I love their slogan, is very easy to remember. haha...) to open an account. You know what, it is easy n I don't need to pay any deposit or money to open an account. I just need my passport n offer letter of my Uni. Then I have to pay 8 pounds for first 3 months, after that, I just need to pay 4 pounds for each month. hehe...It is really a good chance for me to save money. ^^
Actually I am interested in 4 out of 5 of them, but I just can select 1. It was quite hard for me to make my last decision. I really don't want to give up any of them (I am such a greedy girl). But life always have to make some choices n you must give up some. This is life, you can't get everything u want or expect. I remember have a movie is talking about option, but suddenly I really can't remember the title of the movie.
Want to listen a funny joke--I always over estimate my ability n think I will work very hard for it. Actually I am not this kind of person, I am a person who are full of passion in the first place, time by time, I will start losing my ways to another ways (to shopping & entertainment ways). haha...
Finally, I also decided to take Psychological Focus on Crime, because one of the reason is I am crazy n another reason is I think it is challenging n fun.
After finished my lectured, I went to HSBC bank (The World Local Bank--I love their slogan, is very easy to remember. haha...) to open an account. You know what, it is easy n I don't need to pay any deposit or money to open an account. I just need my passport n offer letter of my Uni. Then I have to pay 8 pounds for first 3 months, after that, I just need to pay 4 pounds for each month. hehe...It is really a good chance for me to save money. ^^
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