62nd Day in NC...14th Nov 09

Tonight, the flat below me have a party, is a German party. A German girl invited me to the party n I decide to give myself a day off. A day off to relax n hv fun. Surprisingly, I met the laundry guy there, I really didnt expect it. OK, I lie, I do think about it. haha...Anyways, I really hope that I didnt meet him there, coz he makes me feel disappointed n I know he just not the guy I am looking for. haiz...so sad. But I would like to share some information of him here. He is mixed with Indonesia n Sottish, but he was grown up in Singapore. This is the only information that I know about him. haha...But...I have met another guy that just look like him (we wonder he is his lost twin bro). He is a typical German guy (tis is what he keeps saying), but he also is half Malaysian. We have a really nice chat tonight, we talked about Malaysia, China, German (a bit), plus today is his birthday as well. Happy Birthday to him...When he asked me what I know about German, I said no n I just know Italy. haha...How suck is my geography, I really think that Italy is part of German n he told me actually Italy is a country n her capital is Rome. Oh my god, how embarrass n stupid am I? haha...Anyways, nice to meet him n hope he has a nice trip in Malaysia in the future, coz he is going back to study after this semester n we probably wont see each other again. He is really a nice guy but I just have no interest on German guy (totally dont know what they talking about while they are speaking German, even I also dont understand other languages, but I just dont think about German).
Besides that, I dont know what happened to Aude today. She is so irritating n moody today. I think she is mad to me. I dont know why, probably coz I have talked to the guy she likes or what (this is what I guess). I hope I can understand France language more, but I dont. She act really rude today.
By the ways, I met a Malaysian guy in the party, all of them say he is so friendly n everyone suggests me that I should talk to him. But in fact he doesnt like to talk to me, maybe coz I am not pretty enough n I am not other races or nationalities, but I also not interest of him. haha...In honest, the Malaysian is really unfriendly to Malaysian here, I dont know why. Maybe they just think they are different n act arrogant. Suck guy...
Last but not least, we went to other flats after the party. The flat is so cool n just like a studio. I like it. The living room is so huge n I bet is so expensive as well, coz the flat is really gorgeous.

61st Day in NC...13-11-2009

Nothing to share today, because I am quite down n fed up these few days. I cant think about anything n my mind totally blank n I just look like a dead people who cant think well, sleep well, sit well & study well. SADSADSAD n DOWNDOWNDOWN of My Alien Assignment......

60th Day in NC...12nd Nov 09

Finally, I take out the photo albums that Kimber made for me and see through all the pictures. Inside the photo albums were all of my sweet memory. I will never forget it n always remind myself how happy that time I was. It also makes me want to go back my home quickly. My asgmt really makes me feel me frustration. I just want to go back n dont care abt anything. By the ways, I just want to thanks Kimber again n suggest her never ever used dried flower when decorate a photo album, coz the dry flower will stick into the picture and then get off easily. It also will leave an ugly mark in the picture n totally cant remove it. So dont ever use dry flower again. hehe...

59th Day in NC...11.11.2009

My top list and favourite movie recently is The Proposal. I dont know why, I just like it. I have watched it likes 5 or 6 times already. I know it sounds very crazy, but I really am. haha...Maybe it makes me feel relax n funny. I like the main character as well. I think he is very 'nan kan', you will find him very handsome after the end. haha...N I think he is really cute n talented. I love the ways they get along. So funny n real. When you dont understand a person, you totally wont fall in love with him/her. When you get along with a person longer, you will find he/she is lovely n kind. Grammy is very cute as well, I think she has played an important role in the film n make the film better. Oh, dont ask me which scene I like most, because is really hard for me to decide, for example like they share or talk before they fall asleep, he rescues her n console her on the boat from the water, her thanksgiving part, last but not least, they bang together when they are naked, they are so naking. haha...
I also very curious after they have been together, what funny stuff will happen between them. So I really hope to have The Engagement, The Wedding, The Baby, The Divorce (of course I dont hope they will) release in the future. hehe...Have I think too much?

58th Day in NC...10.11.09

I have a very tough assignment to do recently. I totally have no idea how to do it n it also make me keep asking myself why am I study psychology? Ya, this is a really good question, but I dont hv a good answer to answer it. It is too late to think about this question now? I suppose to think about it before I start my College, right? I dont knw n my brain completely blank. I dont know what can I do after I graduated? I am start worrying about my future n dont know what can I do. I really do afraid I cant find a job that I love. By the ways, I always have the 2nd plan, if I really cant be a psychologist or counselor, I would love to be a wedding planner. I pretty sure. Psychologist seem like a bit hard n far to me now. I dont know why, before that I am quite insist that my dream, but now, I just want to give up (I think). haha...God bless me......

57th Day in NC...9th Nov 2009

After studying abroad, I totally can understand Tracy's feeling now. When I was in Malaysia, I am quite envy Tracy can study in Taiwan. But she always envy us when she heard we hang here n there every time. That time, I really dont understand what she envy about? Because I think can study abroad in develop country like Taiwan, how cool it is. You can buy a lot of things, eat a lot of foods n make a lot of new friends (I am a food & shop lover, so I just think about these kind of things, how naive am I?). haha...Yet, after arrived UK, I completely understand what her feeling that time. When you feel sad, there are no friend or family for u to talk; When you feel happy, there are no friend or family for u to share, coz they all are staying in the different time zone. When you feel lonely, there are no friend or family stays besides you. Actually, build a relationship with others are not as easy as I think n expect. You can be everyone friend, but just not the real friend. Maybe just for partying, clubbing & shopping, but not for hanging out, traveling or inner talking. Meet a right friend is just hard as meet a right guy. I really wish to have a group of friends who can hanging out, traveling around, doing everything together with me, of course must have same interest. Plus I am a person who is really hard to make close friend with others. I do have a good classmates, but she has to work all the times & she totally has no time to accompany me. As u all know, I love to eat n try new restaurant n food, but she is not a huge food lover n a bit picky + she also just like to eat what she cooks, because she thinks is more safety n healthy. I do have a Chinese friend, but she a bit rich n "qian jin", so I am quite afraid travel with her, coz I can stay in budget hostel for saving money, but I think she not willing to.

Heyheyhey...

I am backed.
Sorry, My Dear Friend,
I am so damn busy recently n my asgmt really tortured me.
But anyways,
just enjoy reading my blog.
Not a really good blog,
but jst want to share wit my fren n let my fren knw my situation n understand me more.
OMG, I think I hv like 20++ blog to write...
Oh my goodness,
How am I going to write them in 1 night?
Anyways,
Hope everyone of u is fine there.
Always remember take care...^^